Monday, August 20, 2007

What Should I Do?

Today i kept looking at my mobile every few minutes, hoping that baby will call or msg me. I knew today baby will be very busy as his 2 colleagues is on leave. Hence i dare not sms him or call him.

Till lunch time, i decided to give him a call. However he is busy hence never answer my call. When he return my call he sound busy. I just asked him if he had eaten lunch and hang up the phone to let him carry on with his work.

As time pass by when i look at the time it was 6 plus already. Yet till than baby did not contact or sms me. I was a bit disappointed yet i told myself he should be still busy so never contact me.

After dinner i decided to sms him. His reply was straight and never ask about me. I was sad.

He went gym after meeting client and till now he had not contact me. Does he still have me this girlfriend? Am i being taken for granted?

Does he know i miss him? How can i let him know my feeling? I was not feeling good right now...
If i never msg him i suppose he wouldn't had sms me. Was a few msg a day so difficult?

I can only feel my heart crying right now. Disappointed? I suppose i am..

I do not request much, i just wish that he give me some attention and some concern. Is this too much?

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