14th Aug, Yesterday night when surfing my friendster i saw a girl by the name of Sharon viewed my profile. She was one of baby's staff. After i told him she viewed my profile, his reaction and speech tone changed. He than told me he got to find and make plan for his coming up project. I was blur intially. Than he slowly explained to me. To my surprise, i discover that he really attract a lot of bees and because of work needs he has to be quite close to them. He than let me know he might hand over that particular project to his colleague. I was stunned. Was changing of his status in friendster a wrong? I don't know but one thing is at least it let me know what really is happening around baby's work.
He told me one of her friend was somehow one of the bee therefore there might be some problem for his upcoming project. At that moment i was not sure what i am thinking. Am i thinking our r/s affected his work or is all this going to affect our r/s? I am unsure of what i was thinking. I am NOT inconfident with Baby, i am inconfident with my own destiny and fate. And i am worry all this will affect our r/s going farther.
However because of all this i discover that Baby is putting his heart to let me know his feeling. He even said if any problem he can just get a internal transfer to other sector. However i feel if he like the environment and work i don't wish him to because of me or what and change his interest.
This morning, he is suppose to start work late. However as he need to talk to his boss about the matter, he went to work early. He called me after his talk with his boss and he sound stress and vex. Hearing his voice like this make my heart feel pain.
Why can't all this girls differentiate between work and private life?
Things that happen this few months is really extraordinary to me. I really envy Ling & Qiuye, able to have a smooth and peaceful life without much worries and be 小女人..
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