Sunday, August 19, 2007

Disappointment?

Dear was suppose to meet me on saturday. However due to work he had to go back to handle the event at last minute. I was a bit disappointed however as it was work i had to accept and understand. He told me he could only meet me in the noon so i said ok. However i was there waiting aimlessly.

Unknowing what time he will be free and done to meet me. I decided to go orchard with Peishi. We meet at 3.30pm and went shopping. Time flys so fast when we took a look @ the watch it was 8pm. Baby still did not contact me. This morning i overheard Baby and his mother conversation as his phone accidently dialed my mobile. I knew Baby was unhappy i kept call him when he is unreachable.

However i feel if he was to let me know what he doing i would not had called him so many time when he is unreachable. I was worried he was late for work hence dialed his mobile a few time continuously. There was another time was i do not know what happen to him as he suddenly MIA when msn with me after office hours, if he had msn me he go meeting i would not had been worried.

Sometime i am thinking how much space in his heart he has for me. Due to his work i had to be more understanding. I am trying my best however if he could at least give me a sms to let me know if he miss me, that will be better.

Hai~... Life!

9pm already Baby still never contact me.. i feel dishearted... but was thinking he should be still busy with work.. so i just send him a sms.. Around 10pm he called me and said he reached home.

At that moment i was disappointed as i was thinking he will call me once he finish his assignment. However when he call me he was already home. However i had expected that we would not meet today as he is at IMM, which was quite far. But somehow i just feel disappointed. We than had a short chat about his day and he said he will meet me today (sunday) after 2pm as he is coming punggol also.

He will be going gym in the morning and than go temple with his mother. After that he will come find me. He than say however he can accompany me till 7 like this only as he need to go toa payoh pack up. Than he mentioned if not i go with him, i agreed. So we decided to go out than go toa payoh pack up after that.

I pray that Sunday 19th August and the daysss after that will be a bright and greater and happier day for us...

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