Friday, August 17, 2007

**Another Lonely Day**

17th Aug, 3rd day i am on MC. My face was swollen and there was still slight bleeding. Till today i was still unable to eat much. Tired of swallowing porridge!

Today dear was meeting danick and his gang for dinner and drink hence was not able to come visit and accompany me. Yesterday he went gym and drink coffee with his friends. I was indeed a bit disappointed however i do not wish to stop him from meeting his friends.

I tend to think too much and towards bad thing/situation. How can i make myself more confident?

Tomorrow dear had to go back office in the morning. Hope my face will not be swollen by tomorrow so that i would be able to meet him after work.

Was dear thinking/missing me right now? Somehow i just feel that i am unable to read what dear is thinking. Is all scorpio so mysterious? I would normally be able to read a person mind but this time i lose to him. I am unable to read his mind....

Somehow i feel that the previous failure had cause a shadow which make me worry. I am worry if my new r/s would last longer than previous one. I am afraid/unable to think of what will happen to me if i was to face another failure. But i will try my best to make this r/s last forever and ever....

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