Another day had pass. But time seem still moving at very slow pace. Somehow this blog had become a place for me to deposit all my good and bad feelings and thoughts. People normally speak to friends about their 心事 but i am telling it all to a site which will only quietly listen and not response.
This morning train was very pack. I was standing by the door listening to my MP3 when suddenly i feel that i was having difficulty breathing not because of the packness but because of tiredness. 我感觉似乎快窒息了.
Working in a company with many department is stressful. It was even more stressful when you had to face the gossip and topic that is spreading around about you. Althought i do not know what was spreaded around however i knew if there really was it won't be anything good. From 18th to 25th floor, there tend to be at least 2 or more people who had asked and curious about it. Althought it had pass, the topic and curiousity will still be around. Especially if you have contact with people at every floor.
I never expected that i will had this kind of experience whereby i had to overcome one story per month. The road down my life is still long and far, how many of this would i had to come across before i can reach my destination? I hope no more.
Numbness is coming back to me again. Tiredness and Headache.
Yesterday chatted with Melvin in MSN. He asked me to go Perth visit him probably end of Nov as he moving to a house. Over there i could stay at his house. However ting was unable to go with me as she had to cope with her studies. End of Nov was so far away. Right now i wish i could go over there for a long holiday and come back with a fresh new start.
The day is still long. Got to get back to my table and finish up the full load of applications. Lucky i escaped from the UAT this round if not i believe i will really crash.
希望明天会更好.....
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