1st Aug, I discover that he and his ex is in the midst of patching. Although he tried his best to assure me of his feeling during the times we were together but he is now going back to his ex. I feel a deep knife stab into my heart. I am very curious if he is cheating me or not. But what he had done to me this 18 days could not let me put him in the position of cheating me.
I felt as if i had lost my way. I do not know what to do and was completely lost the whole morning. When i was trying to accept the fate that if they are back it is normal. Feeling better and had my lunch. However on the way back to office after lunch. I saw his ex and a few friends waiting for him for lunch. As i walk towards them she saw me and i saw her, we took a look at each other. As i was walking to the lift, he pass by and walk towards them looking at their direction. I do not know if he saw me but i just walk off like nothing. My heart was in pain again. I went to hide in the toilet feel like crying however tears seem not to be dropping. Has my tears dry up for him? I also do not know. What i know is, MY HEART IS IN PAIN....
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