What He Thinking..?

This morning wakeup i discover that today is my last day of MC and not tomorrow. Almost made a big mistake. In my impression, i thought last day of MC was to go back remove stitches however when i reach the person told me the appointment is friday not today. Blur!!

As i decided to wait for Baby off work and meet him for dinner before he go gym for training. Hence i went back to office to clear my tray in case tomorrow i fainted. When i reach office they are having a briefing, just in time to join in. Lucky my letter and tray was not too scary. Better than those pending i had done before i go on my MC.

Baby reply my msg to say he going gym tonight. I than reply he still got to eat and asked his gym time however he never reply. Time pass and is was after 5.30pm i msg him to call me. But he never. After clearing my thing i went orchard, i msg Baby to let him know i am at orchard. However there was no response from him. I suppose he was busy hence just waited.

I went Far East and saw Ken there again. We had a short chat. After that i went shop around. Around 7plus i decided to go Isetan Scotts to get my beauty product. After getting my thing i decided to call Baby however he still never answer.

I went home after that in disappointment. Can't he just give me a msg or what. Who am i to him? Is a reply so difficult? I was in anger and disappointment.

Till now he had not contact me. Where is he and what is he doing, i do not know..

To me boyfriend there is 1 and only 1 so i was prepared to put my boyfriend before anything. Does he understand? Since i had chosed this r/s i would put my heart in to build it up and do what i should do.

As a sensitive creature, I feel there is something baby is hiding from me. 1 week ago he would call me during lunch time and before going gym however this few days he never.

Whole of today i had not heard his voice. Last time with Simon, our r/s is till the stage that i had to ask him if we are together or not. I really don't wish to have to do this again.

Feeling uncomfortable and vex...I wish to talk to him about my feeling yet i know he is busy this few days and do not wish to add on to his trouble. Yet i feel that i am going crash soon. What can i do?