After lunch, I went to see his blog. This was the 1st time i read it so throughly. I discover how much he love his ex-girlfriend. At this very moment tears dropped from my cheek down. Was his love for me that strong?
He mentioned how happy he was to receive his girlfriend msg however when he receive mine i starting thinking. Was he that happy? He knew how sweet it would be to receive a "I love you" msg from loved one. Yet he didn't realise he never done so before to me.
He wished his girlfriend to place him in 1st position, show him concern and sms him sweet stuff. I can boldly say i did not fail. My concern for him is visible to him and all my friends knew i placed my boyfriend in the 1st position.
He hope his girlfriend to care about his feeling, so he should know the feeling that one person wish to have from his/her beloved one. However he neglected it himself.
After reading his blog i realise one thing. Both of us had started unprepared and was not ready. He has been building a wall from the start just like me to prevent getting hurt. I believe both of us are the victim of the word "LOVE".
Past experience had made us live in fear and this is something that caused the failure in our relationship. 2 persons together means we had to walk into each other life but we both fail to do so. Time is one factor another is we are both not ready.
If there was chance to turn the clock back i would chose not to enter the relationship on 6th Aug. However if there was another chance to start all over again i will treasure it and hold on tight without hesitation.
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