Seems long since i updated this blog... In a glance, in a few days time 2007 will be the past and we will be welcoming 2008.
2007 is a messy and complicated and bad year for me. Lots of things happened. Happiness, sadness, happiness, sadness, happiness, sadness...
Things really happen in a strange and unexpected way. However right now and towards the future i would be seeing happiness and joy coming my way.
Sometimes things really happen strangely. From a far distance i started 2 r/s and end up in deep sea. However 2 months ago, after my drifting in the sea for 2 months, someone pulled me slowly back to the shore.
His care and concern show me how things can happen differently. His tendering love and sweetness make me feel in the sky.
I just hope that the year will close with a beautiful ending and let a new year start beautifully.
In half a year i seem to have walk a path for 3 years... Everything happen so fast and sudden..
I would pray for nothing much but a peaceful and smooth path for the Year 2008.
I would pray for nothing much but a smooth and positive career path for the Year 2008.
I would pray for nothing much but a love full of sweetness and love for the whole Year down 2008.
Friday, December 28, 2007
Sunday, November 25, 2007
1 months... 23rd Oct 2007 - 23rd Nov 2007
One months... It has been a month since we started the journey... Spent almost everyday together, enjoying the honeymoon period.. Will the honeymoon goes on for forever?
23rd Nov.. We went to had our dinner at White Dog Cafe.. I had the pig trotter and Dear had the Duck Confit.. It wasn't that nice.. The dinner end up expensive and not nice.. Disappointed..
After the dinner, we went for a walk and eventually he suggested to go somewhere.. It end up at East Coast.. Mysteriously he parked his car at the quiet safety park. We than walk to the beach and to my surprise.. something was placed in the sand...
He passed me the firework and lighted it. Placed it into the white candle was on the sand and it lighted up the heart shaped with my name "MAY".. As the firework surrounding it lights up.. It become beautiful... hehe... So Sweet..
Memories is still in my mind and heart...
23rd Nov.. We went to had our dinner at White Dog Cafe.. I had the pig trotter and Dear had the Duck Confit.. It wasn't that nice.. The dinner end up expensive and not nice.. Disappointed..
After the dinner, we went for a walk and eventually he suggested to go somewhere.. It end up at East Coast.. Mysteriously he parked his car at the quiet safety park. We than walk to the beach and to my surprise.. something was placed in the sand...
He passed me the firework and lighted it. Placed it into the white candle was on the sand and it lighted up the heart shaped with my name "MAY".. As the firework surrounding it lights up.. It become beautiful... hehe... So Sweet..
Memories is still in my mind and heart...
Sunday, November 11, 2007
19 Days..
19 days had passed.. The feeling seems to be getting deeper and deeper. Stable, comfortable and smooth relationship.
His hugs and kissess warmed my heart every moment. It makes me feel like a small girl under the shelter of his love and care. A word of LOVE everyday from him makes me feel sweet and warm. His full attention on me surprised me every moment.
Nothing could describe the feeling, care and love he is giving me. Maybe it is really a miracle. After 6 years than we really get to know each other and eventually step into a different new world together.
** I pray that the moment will go on and last forever... **
His hugs and kissess warmed my heart every moment. It makes me feel like a small girl under the shelter of his love and care. A word of LOVE everyday from him makes me feel sweet and warm. His full attention on me surprised me every moment.
Nothing could describe the feeling, care and love he is giving me. Maybe it is really a miracle. After 6 years than we really get to know each other and eventually step into a different new world together.
** I pray that the moment will go on and last forever... **
Wednesday, October 24, 2007
Darkness or Brightness
23rd Oct, another start again... Did i really think through carefully? Did i make the right choice? Was the decision what i want?
I seem lost this year. Told myself not to start anew for the time being and was unable to step into any new r/s for the last few months.
被蛇咬难道还不怕蛇吗!!
Rested for 2 months... Short or Long? I believe it was short... Everything happen out of no where.
For 7 years, we had known each other but seem like we had only got to known each other only for a few months. Was that why things happen strangely again?
He wasn't good looking but he has the mature thinking in some ways and is considerate and caring. He has the criteria that i feel guys should have. And that was probably what attracted me in a way.
However this start still made me unsure. I intended to ask him give me somemore time but when i saw him i couldn't bear to say it out. Am i able to commit? I myself is unsure even. Fear that it might affect our friendship if anything was to go wrongs also pulled me back sometime.
If we will work out i do not know, i believe he do not know also. However time shall show the result.
Let thing take its natural course is the best way.
A guy can be extreme good to you however their heart is uncontrollable. Things and feeling might change any moment any second.
I seem lost this year. Told myself not to start anew for the time being and was unable to step into any new r/s for the last few months.
被蛇咬难道还不怕蛇吗!!
Rested for 2 months... Short or Long? I believe it was short... Everything happen out of no where.
For 7 years, we had known each other but seem like we had only got to known each other only for a few months. Was that why things happen strangely again?
He wasn't good looking but he has the mature thinking in some ways and is considerate and caring. He has the criteria that i feel guys should have. And that was probably what attracted me in a way.
However this start still made me unsure. I intended to ask him give me somemore time but when i saw him i couldn't bear to say it out. Am i able to commit? I myself is unsure even. Fear that it might affect our friendship if anything was to go wrongs also pulled me back sometime.
If we will work out i do not know, i believe he do not know also. However time shall show the result.
Let thing take its natural course is the best way.
A guy can be extreme good to you however their heart is uncontrollable. Things and feeling might change any moment any second.
Monday, October 15, 2007
Tired / Happy Week
8th Oct - 14th Oct.....
A week that pass by in a blink of eyes... Had you tried sleeping less than 10 hours for 2 consecutive days?
It was a fierce and tough week. From Monday to Friday, i am busy with my work. Piles of work on my table, coaching and doing testing for the new system implementation. Reaching home at 12am and waking up for work again at 7am.
Finally friday reached. At last i can enjoy myself a bit after the week of work. Went KTV with Jeff and friends till 5am. Thought that i could had a nice rest and sleep. But surprise arrived 1 hour plus later after i fell asleep.
My dear little nephew chose to say hello to us on Hari Raya Puasa. We rush down to the hospital and waited for hours. Eventually he arrived at 10.11am.
The day was busy again. I got to accompany my mother to get the necessary items needed for the baby and for my sister confinement.
At last i manage to catch a nap in the noon. At around 7 i woke up and met Jimmy for dinner at Jalan Kayu.
We had smoked salmon and steak at Jerry a restuarant in Jalan Kayu. Wow .. the dinner was not cheap... $80 for 2 person.. Expensive!! But the smoked salmon was delicious!!... :)
We than went back my house to get car and fetch Zhen Xiong. Again we went KTV till 4am..
6am i woke up again to be chauffeur. Sent my brother in law to camp and accompany my mother to market.
This week was really tired but the joy we had from my dear nephew was wonderful.
A week that pass by in a blink of eyes... Had you tried sleeping less than 10 hours for 2 consecutive days?
It was a fierce and tough week. From Monday to Friday, i am busy with my work. Piles of work on my table, coaching and doing testing for the new system implementation. Reaching home at 12am and waking up for work again at 7am.
Finally friday reached. At last i can enjoy myself a bit after the week of work. Went KTV with Jeff and friends till 5am. Thought that i could had a nice rest and sleep. But surprise arrived 1 hour plus later after i fell asleep.
My dear little nephew chose to say hello to us on Hari Raya Puasa. We rush down to the hospital and waited for hours. Eventually he arrived at 10.11am.
The day was busy again. I got to accompany my mother to get the necessary items needed for the baby and for my sister confinement.
At last i manage to catch a nap in the noon. At around 7 i woke up and met Jimmy for dinner at Jalan Kayu.
We had smoked salmon and steak at Jerry a restuarant in Jalan Kayu. Wow .. the dinner was not cheap... $80 for 2 person.. Expensive!! But the smoked salmon was delicious!!... :)
We than went back my house to get car and fetch Zhen Xiong. Again we went KTV till 4am..
6am i woke up again to be chauffeur. Sent my brother in law to camp and accompany my mother to market.
This week was really tired but the joy we had from my dear nephew was wonderful.
Friday, October 12, 2007
Tiring Week ~ Countdown
In a blink of eyes, today is Friday already. For the whole week i seems to be fighting a battle. TIRED!!
I believe this is the first time i worked so many days till after 10pm in a week. For the last few days i had been reaching home after 11pm or 12am.. -_-
It was not because i went movie or dinner but because of work....
Clearing my pending backlogs, coaching Kendy on APS reviewing and performing UAT is my jobscope for the week.
After people tender their resignation, workload should be decreasing however to me is opposite. My table seems more messy and works seem taller than usual. Will i be able to clear and hand over before the last few days?
I am left with 14 working days in UOB. In a blink of eyes i had been in UOB for more than 3 years. I could not imagine what will happen on the last day of October. It will be the last day that i am still a UOB staff.
Sad? Sure i will...
Cry? I believe i will...
Miss the place? I believe i sure will especially my cosy working corner...
Miss the colleague in UOB? I will because i am not a cold hearted person...
I believe i will be getting more and more busy and tiring..
I believe this is the first time i worked so many days till after 10pm in a week. For the last few days i had been reaching home after 11pm or 12am.. -_-
It was not because i went movie or dinner but because of work....
Clearing my pending backlogs, coaching Kendy on APS reviewing and performing UAT is my jobscope for the week.
After people tender their resignation, workload should be decreasing however to me is opposite. My table seems more messy and works seem taller than usual. Will i be able to clear and hand over before the last few days?
I am left with 14 working days in UOB. In a blink of eyes i had been in UOB for more than 3 years. I could not imagine what will happen on the last day of October. It will be the last day that i am still a UOB staff.
Sad? Sure i will...
Cry? I believe i will...
Miss the place? I believe i sure will especially my cosy working corner...
Miss the colleague in UOB? I will because i am not a cold hearted person...
I believe i will be getting more and more busy and tiring..
Wednesday, October 3, 2007
Stress, Tired, Headache
At this very moment, i suddenly feel very tired, stress and headache. Just had a chat with Daniel. As expected he trying his best to persuade me to stay. Telling me the pros and cons and plans he had for me.
I am really grateful to him for what he plans for me to learn and do.
I am really tired of making the decision myself. Althought i had the advice and guidance from friends. I am still uncertain and scare that i will make the wrong decision. I do not know if leaving is really the decision i had. I do not know if i hesitate just because of 不舍得 or what... This is something that i might go throught sooner or later.
I am feeling stress, tired and feeling like crying. I just wish that there is a shoulder or a hug from someone that can give me some comfort. At this moment i wish that i can lein against his chest, close my eyes and feel the comfort from him. But he is not around anymore neither is there anyone there for me to lein or 靠...
In a sudden i feel lonely although i know i am not coz my dearest brothers and sisters is around me..
你是否能再次出现然我靠? 我真的累了...
I am really grateful to him for what he plans for me to learn and do.
I am really tired of making the decision myself. Althought i had the advice and guidance from friends. I am still uncertain and scare that i will make the wrong decision. I do not know if leaving is really the decision i had. I do not know if i hesitate just because of 不舍得 or what... This is something that i might go throught sooner or later.
I am feeling stress, tired and feeling like crying. I just wish that there is a shoulder or a hug from someone that can give me some comfort. At this moment i wish that i can lein against his chest, close my eyes and feel the comfort from him. But he is not around anymore neither is there anyone there for me to lein or 靠...
In a sudden i feel lonely although i know i am not coz my dearest brothers and sisters is around me..
你是否能再次出现然我靠? 我真的累了...
Tuesday, October 2, 2007
*Complicated Feeling*
1st Oct, i made the biggest decision and signed the letter of offer. This decision is a tedious and hard one to make.
I chose to enter a company which most people sought to join however there is sacrifice needed. The sacrifice was not small. It was a gamble i had to take. Whether it succeed or not i am not sure however i know i had to try it else no one will know what is the result.
On this day, I tendered my resignation letter to my beloved boss Daniel. At that very moment, i do not know what to say. I do not know if i was happy or sad. Suppose to laugh or cry? I really don't know. He is the person whom had groom me into what i am today and he taught me a lot. If it wasn't for him i believe i won't had soar so high to current position in my department and enabled me to contribute my best.
A good start is important to a person career and i am glad to know Daniel. He has really provided me opportunities for the great start. Under his tendering care i had learnt alot and gain quite a lot of experience. I cannot say i won't had prospect in UOB however i would wish to try and strike on my own. Leaving the cosy and comfort care from him.
Maybe this is a wrong choice that i had made but i know if i don't try now i won't know. He is right, i had spent 3 years building up my current position and status in UOB and now i was to change and rebuild again is a bit wasted. But there is not only me who is going through all this. This is a path which almost everyone will go through. Whether it will be a smooth or tedious path we will only know when we start to try.
After tendering my letter to him, we had a short chat. However we will have another chat again. I do not know how to face him neither repay him for his kindness and help and care. All i can do is thanks him from the bottom of my heart!...
I would pray that my decision is the right one and my career path will be smooth and wonderful.
Thanks my dear Daniel! ..
I chose to enter a company which most people sought to join however there is sacrifice needed. The sacrifice was not small. It was a gamble i had to take. Whether it succeed or not i am not sure however i know i had to try it else no one will know what is the result.
On this day, I tendered my resignation letter to my beloved boss Daniel. At that very moment, i do not know what to say. I do not know if i was happy or sad. Suppose to laugh or cry? I really don't know. He is the person whom had groom me into what i am today and he taught me a lot. If it wasn't for him i believe i won't had soar so high to current position in my department and enabled me to contribute my best.
A good start is important to a person career and i am glad to know Daniel. He has really provided me opportunities for the great start. Under his tendering care i had learnt alot and gain quite a lot of experience. I cannot say i won't had prospect in UOB however i would wish to try and strike on my own. Leaving the cosy and comfort care from him.
Maybe this is a wrong choice that i had made but i know if i don't try now i won't know. He is right, i had spent 3 years building up my current position and status in UOB and now i was to change and rebuild again is a bit wasted. But there is not only me who is going through all this. This is a path which almost everyone will go through. Whether it will be a smooth or tedious path we will only know when we start to try.
After tendering my letter to him, we had a short chat. However we will have another chat again. I do not know how to face him neither repay him for his kindness and help and care. All i can do is thanks him from the bottom of my heart!...
I would pray that my decision is the right one and my career path will be smooth and wonderful.
Thanks my dear Daniel! ..
Sunday, September 30, 2007
Goodbye My Love
It has been more than one months. My Birthday had pass, Mooncake Festival had pass. Memories has fade?
As i was watching "好想谈个恋爱".. Memories slowly pass through my mind.. tears slowly roll down my cheeks... 这部戏竟然勾起了我的回忆..
A show that ticker the time and things that happen to me in the last 2 months. He appeared once again in my mind. Recalled the night we last sms each other. The message he post in his blog for me has never been forgotten. In every KTV session the song "最近" is always on the song list.
"爱我却不能给你我全部
我能给的却又不是你想要拥有的
我们不适合
也不想认输
好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭
你常解释这样的一切都只是开始
我觉得是所有的一切早就已结束
不想再约束
不要再痛苦
下一次会有更好的情路
这一次我们都能很幸福"
I tried my best to forget everything and let it go but i could not. What is holding me back? There is nothing i can do. I cannot ask him back and is unable to, neither will i do it as i am the kind that will never make the first move.
The only thing i can do for him is let him go, let him fly up into the blue sky he soar for.
Baby, the only happiness i can give to you is to let you go. I am unable to give you what i wish to give and intend to give. The only thing i can give you is the freedom you wish for.
Goodbye My Love! .. You will never be forgotten.
As i was watching "好想谈个恋爱".. Memories slowly pass through my mind.. tears slowly roll down my cheeks... 这部戏竟然勾起了我的回忆..
A show that ticker the time and things that happen to me in the last 2 months. He appeared once again in my mind. Recalled the night we last sms each other. The message he post in his blog for me has never been forgotten. In every KTV session the song "最近" is always on the song list.
"爱我却不能给你我全部
我能给的却又不是你想要拥有的
我们不适合
也不想认输
好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭
你常解释这样的一切都只是开始
我觉得是所有的一切早就已结束
不想再约束
不要再痛苦
下一次会有更好的情路
这一次我们都能很幸福"
I tried my best to forget everything and let it go but i could not. What is holding me back? There is nothing i can do. I cannot ask him back and is unable to, neither will i do it as i am the kind that will never make the first move.
The only thing i can do for him is let him go, let him fly up into the blue sky he soar for.
Baby, the only happiness i can give to you is to let you go. I am unable to give you what i wish to give and intend to give. The only thing i can give you is the freedom you wish for.
Goodbye My Love! .. You will never be forgotten.
Tuesday, September 25, 2007
Lost***
Chances is here yet terms and reason is missing.
Have you tried putting a piece of yummy cake to your mouth yet unable to eat it down?
I tried it today...
Right now i am confused and lost. The offer was good but because of one factor it affected the smooth sailing.
I am unsure what should i do now. Friday will be the deadline.
To forsake the chance?
To request higher offer?
To forsake $?
Can someone guide me to the right path?
Have you tried putting a piece of yummy cake to your mouth yet unable to eat it down?
I tried it today...
Right now i am confused and lost. The offer was good but because of one factor it affected the smooth sailing.
I am unsure what should i do now. Friday will be the deadline.
To forsake the chance?
To request higher offer?
To forsake $?
Can someone guide me to the right path?
Monday, September 24, 2007
Confused!!
Base your choices on simple pros and cons, deadlines and dates. If you want to move beyond your current phase of life, you are going to have to get a better plan together. Enlist help from your most organized friends and learn from the masters!
Everyone tend to seek for higher salary and better prospect job however in order to achieve the aim, we will need to give up something for it. There is no 100% perfection. For a person like me who tend to be indecisive sometime. Now seem to be finding means to persuade myself that the sacrifice is unavoidable.
Although the pay difference is not that big but at least i know if there is no overtime i would still be able to get the high pay. More things is also able to learn and explore. New job environment is also a good and brand new start for me. I am still young, I can't be staying put on same location forever and since the chance is here i should hold on to it. If i was to let go, i won't be able to know if i will get the chance again.
However on the other side. It was only the amount of bonus that i will getting 5 months later that is holding me back. To forsake such an amount is 可惜 and might be stupid. However beside this there is not much reason that will be able to hold me back to continue working in current job.
*If i was to forsake to the new job offer, what i gain is the bonus i will be getting.*
*If i was to forsake the bonus, what i gain is higher monthly income, better job prospect and new things that i will be able to learn.*
In my mindset i knew what i wanted to do however on the other side i believe i need more assurance and confident.
Tomorrow will mark the day of the new start and also the ending to an old story.
Hope that i will have better prospect and career enhancement.
Can someone give me some words of advice?
Can someone lead me to the brand new start?
Can someone give me the support and courage i need?
Everyone tend to seek for higher salary and better prospect job however in order to achieve the aim, we will need to give up something for it. There is no 100% perfection. For a person like me who tend to be indecisive sometime. Now seem to be finding means to persuade myself that the sacrifice is unavoidable.
Although the pay difference is not that big but at least i know if there is no overtime i would still be able to get the high pay. More things is also able to learn and explore. New job environment is also a good and brand new start for me. I am still young, I can't be staying put on same location forever and since the chance is here i should hold on to it. If i was to let go, i won't be able to know if i will get the chance again.
However on the other side. It was only the amount of bonus that i will getting 5 months later that is holding me back. To forsake such an amount is 可惜 and might be stupid. However beside this there is not much reason that will be able to hold me back to continue working in current job.
*If i was to forsake to the new job offer, what i gain is the bonus i will be getting.*
*If i was to forsake the bonus, what i gain is higher monthly income, better job prospect and new things that i will be able to learn.*
In my mindset i knew what i wanted to do however on the other side i believe i need more assurance and confident.
Tomorrow will mark the day of the new start and also the ending to an old story.
Hope that i will have better prospect and career enhancement.
Can someone give me some words of advice?
Can someone lead me to the brand new start?
Can someone give me the support and courage i need?
Thursday, September 20, 2007
My Blogspot
Finally i started a blog to share with my beloved friends on 9th September.
Yuki's World & Mystery World of Yuki both has similar contents but they represent different meanings to me. There will be certain things which will appears in Yuki's World but not in Mystery World of Yuki.
Yuki's World is a place which only my soulmate will know its existence. It is a place that is full of my thoughts & comments for things that happen around me. A blog that is full of my feelings, joy, sorrow and sadness. A place for me to spell all my thoughts out and let me feel more relax.
However Mystery World of Yuki is a place i share with all my friends in friendster. It is a world that can be either dark or bright, it will contain advise, meaningful thoughts, beautiful message and beautiful happenings around me.
Why i do not just post all the things/message in a single blogspot? The answer is never let other people see you clearly, everyone must have some secret and mystery part hidden up. 千万不要让人们看透自己, 每个人都必须有所保留.
Yuki's World & Mystery World of Yuki both has similar contents but they represent different meanings to me. There will be certain things which will appears in Yuki's World but not in Mystery World of Yuki.
Yuki's World is a place which only my soulmate will know its existence. It is a place that is full of my thoughts & comments for things that happen around me. A blog that is full of my feelings, joy, sorrow and sadness. A place for me to spell all my thoughts out and let me feel more relax.
However Mystery World of Yuki is a place i share with all my friends in friendster. It is a world that can be either dark or bright, it will contain advise, meaningful thoughts, beautiful message and beautiful happenings around me.
Why i do not just post all the things/message in a single blogspot? The answer is never let other people see you clearly, everyone must have some secret and mystery part hidden up. 千万不要让人们看透自己, 每个人都必须有所保留.
True Love & Marriage
Alot of people miss their * Faith * because they dun really know what is love all about * pls read tis * Love Message:
A student ask a teacher, "what is love?"
The teacher said, "in order to answer your question, go to the padi field and choose the biggest padi and come back. But the rule is: you can go throught them only once and cannot turn back to pick."
The student went to the field, go thru first row, he saw one big padi,but he wonders....may be there is a bigger one later. Then he saw another bigger one... but may be there is a even bigger one waiting for him. Later, when he finished more than half of the padi field, he start to realise that the padi is not as big as the previous one he saw, he know he has missed the biggest one, and he regreted !!!! So, he ended up went back to the teacher with empty hand. The teacher told him, "...this is love... you keep looking for a better one, but when later you realise, you have already miss the person............ :(
"What is marriage then ????" the student asked.
The teacher said, "in order to answer your question, go to the corn field and choose the biggest corn and come back. But the rule is: you can go throught them only once and cannot turn back to pick."
The student went to the corn field, this time he is careful not to repeat the previous mistake, when he reach the middle of the field, he has picked one medium corn that he feel satisfy, and come back to the teacher. The teacher told him, "this time you bring back a corn.... you look for one that is just nice, and you have faith and believe this is the best one you get.... this is marriage." ...............
A student ask a teacher, "what is love?"
The teacher said, "in order to answer your question, go to the padi field and choose the biggest padi and come back. But the rule is: you can go throught them only once and cannot turn back to pick."
The student went to the field, go thru first row, he saw one big padi,but he wonders....may be there is a bigger one later. Then he saw another bigger one... but may be there is a even bigger one waiting for him. Later, when he finished more than half of the padi field, he start to realise that the padi is not as big as the previous one he saw, he know he has missed the biggest one, and he regreted !!!! So, he ended up went back to the teacher with empty hand. The teacher told him, "...this is love... you keep looking for a better one, but when later you realise, you have already miss the person............ :(
"What is marriage then ????" the student asked.
The teacher said, "in order to answer your question, go to the corn field and choose the biggest corn and come back. But the rule is: you can go throught them only once and cannot turn back to pick."
The student went to the corn field, this time he is careful not to repeat the previous mistake, when he reach the middle of the field, he has picked one medium corn that he feel satisfy, and come back to the teacher. The teacher told him, "this time you bring back a corn.... you look for one that is just nice, and you have faith and believe this is the best one you get.... this is marriage." ...............
Wednesday, September 19, 2007
珍惜眼前人 ~ Treasure The Person Beside You
中文版 ~ Chinese Version
有位男孩很爱女孩，把她当宝一样的捧在手里。
下雨时，男孩总是把伞尽量撑在女孩身上，而自己身上都湿了，却笑的很甜，女孩很感动，也喜欢男孩这样的宠着她。
那天，他们一起去散步回来，路过一个工地，突然一块碎石从上面掉了下来。
男孩赶紧用身体抱住女孩，可突然间，男孩将女孩的身体背转过来，自己倒在了地上。
女孩重重的摔在他身上，而石块正好砸在女孩的额头，血慢慢地流了出来。 女孩哭着跑了回家，她真的很失望…
男孩打了她好多次电话，她没接就把手机关了，把自己关在房间里痛哭。
直到被敲门声惊醒，她妈妈告诉她，男孩被一根铁丁刺穿了肺部，失血过多离开了人世…
她疯了一样地跑去医院，男孩躺在白色的病床上。
手里紧紧地握着手机，上面写的这样一条信息： ”亲爱的，当我看到地上的铁丁时，我已经没有办法为你挡住石头了。亲爱的，痛吗？”
女孩抱着男孩的尸体痛哭着…
Morale of the story:-
好好珍惜你爱的人，不要等失去后才来珍惜…
English Version
There is a boy who loves a girl very much, always treat her like a precious gem.
On rainy days, boy always shield the girl with the umbrella and he gets drenched himself, but yet he stills smiles very sweetly, girl is very touched and likes the way boy treats her.
One day, after a stroll, they bypass a construction site, suddenly down came a stone. Boy quickly uses his body to hug girl, but suddenly, boy turns girl around and fell on the ground himself.
Girl falls heavily on boy, and stone hits girl’s forehead, blood came flowing down.
Girl ran home crying, very disappointed…
Boy calls girl several times, but girl didn’t pick up and off the hp, locked herself in the room.
Until she was alerted by the knocks on the door, her mum told her, boy was hit by a nail in the lungs, due to loss of blood, had left this world.
Girl ran like crazy to the hospital, boy was lying on the white bed.
In boy’s hand, held his hp with a message: “Darling, when I saw the nail on the floor, I knew I was not able to protect you from the stone anymore. Darling, does it hurt?”
Girl hugged the boy’s body and cry…
Morale of the story:-
Please treasure your beloved ones, do not wait till you lose it then cherish…
有位男孩很爱女孩，把她当宝一样的捧在手里。
下雨时，男孩总是把伞尽量撑在女孩身上，而自己身上都湿了，却笑的很甜，女孩很感动，也喜欢男孩这样的宠着她。
那天，他们一起去散步回来，路过一个工地，突然一块碎石从上面掉了下来。
男孩赶紧用身体抱住女孩，可突然间，男孩将女孩的身体背转过来，自己倒在了地上。
女孩重重的摔在他身上，而石块正好砸在女孩的额头，血慢慢地流了出来。 女孩哭着跑了回家，她真的很失望…
男孩打了她好多次电话，她没接就把手机关了，把自己关在房间里痛哭。
直到被敲门声惊醒，她妈妈告诉她，男孩被一根铁丁刺穿了肺部，失血过多离开了人世…
她疯了一样地跑去医院，男孩躺在白色的病床上。
手里紧紧地握着手机，上面写的这样一条信息： ”亲爱的，当我看到地上的铁丁时，我已经没有办法为你挡住石头了。亲爱的，痛吗？”
女孩抱着男孩的尸体痛哭着…
Morale of the story:-
好好珍惜你爱的人，不要等失去后才来珍惜…
English Version
There is a boy who loves a girl very much, always treat her like a precious gem.
On rainy days, boy always shield the girl with the umbrella and he gets drenched himself, but yet he stills smiles very sweetly, girl is very touched and likes the way boy treats her.
One day, after a stroll, they bypass a construction site, suddenly down came a stone. Boy quickly uses his body to hug girl, but suddenly, boy turns girl around and fell on the ground himself.
Girl falls heavily on boy, and stone hits girl’s forehead, blood came flowing down.
Girl ran home crying, very disappointed…
Boy calls girl several times, but girl didn’t pick up and off the hp, locked herself in the room.
Until she was alerted by the knocks on the door, her mum told her, boy was hit by a nail in the lungs, due to loss of blood, had left this world.
Girl ran like crazy to the hospital, boy was lying on the white bed.
In boy’s hand, held his hp with a message: “Darling, when I saw the nail on the floor, I knew I was not able to protect you from the stone anymore. Darling, does it hurt?”
Girl hugged the boy’s body and cry…
Morale of the story:-
Please treasure your beloved ones, do not wait till you lose it then cherish…
Monday, September 17, 2007
The Night 16092007
Spent the whole noon of my birthday at home. Eventually meet Liwei for dinner at 7pm. Thanks a lot to him for "booking" the whole restaurant for my birthday. My Secret Garden is a place with nice atmosphere for dining & chilling.
http://www.mysg.com.sg/main.htm
The food was delicious also. I had the Rib-Eye Steak accompanied by a glass of Red Wine. Both was nice. :)
Follow by the main course is a desert - Triple Choc Cake. The chocolate was delicious and yummy.
Thanks a lot to Liwei for the beautiful dinner & cake.
As i was home at 11pm plus. I log on to my friendster and saw a friendster message from him. Thanks for remembering my birthday. Although it was just a simple greeting but i was grate to receive it.
Now it is pass 12am already. 2nd day of my 24th years old life. Had another dinner date with Simon tonight.
Really grate to discover that i wasn't lonely for my birthday and there is still a few dates to meet up.
人们常说朋友多真麻烦但是我觉得朋友多并不是件坏事因为在你有困难和伤心时朋友一定会在你身旁..
http://www.mysg.com.sg/main.htm
The food was delicious also. I had the Rib-Eye Steak accompanied by a glass of Red Wine. Both was nice. :)
Follow by the main course is a desert - Triple Choc Cake. The chocolate was delicious and yummy.
Thanks a lot to Liwei for the beautiful dinner & cake.
As i was home at 11pm plus. I log on to my friendster and saw a friendster message from him. Thanks for remembering my birthday. Although it was just a simple greeting but i was grate to receive it.
Now it is pass 12am already. 2nd day of my 24th years old life. Had another dinner date with Simon tonight.
Really grate to discover that i wasn't lonely for my birthday and there is still a few dates to meet up.
人们常说朋友多真麻烦但是我觉得朋友多并不是件坏事因为在你有困难和伤心时朋友一定会在你身旁..
Sunday, September 16, 2007
B|rthd@y CountDown..
Yesterday night celebrated my 24th birthday with Huiling, Peishi, Huiting, Meiqin, Melisa, Zhen Xiong, Seng Keong, Jimmy, Virus & Felicia.
The night was fun and enjoyable however i knew in my heart something is still missing. I am very happy and grateful for all the joy & fun that my dear friends & sisters had brought to me at the KTV & dinner session. Their gifts was also beautiful & memorable to me. Grateful to have them around on my birthday coutdown.
As the time pass slowly, it eventually strike 12am which marks the start of my 24th years old life. In the last episode of my 23rd years old, many things happened and disappointment came one after another so as the clock strike 12am i would wish that all those unhappy and bad things disappear and let me had a better tomorrow and future.
Sms come in one by one but till now there is a sms which i hope to receive but never. Last year this time i received a surprise sms greeting from someone i thought had forgotten or rather would not had send me the birthday greeting after 5 years. But this year i would not know if he still remember or had forgotten.
This is the 1st time i spent my actual birthday at home alone. For the past 2 months, 2 persons mentioned to celebrate with me my birthday but both failed to do so.
My last episode for 23rd years old is really an unexpected and disappointed one. However i am grateful to have my friends & sisters around to welcome my 24th years old & hope this is a new start & beautiful one.
The night was fun and enjoyable however i knew in my heart something is still missing. I am very happy and grateful for all the joy & fun that my dear friends & sisters had brought to me at the KTV & dinner session. Their gifts was also beautiful & memorable to me. Grateful to have them around on my birthday coutdown.
As the time pass slowly, it eventually strike 12am which marks the start of my 24th years old life. In the last episode of my 23rd years old, many things happened and disappointment came one after another so as the clock strike 12am i would wish that all those unhappy and bad things disappear and let me had a better tomorrow and future.
Sms come in one by one but till now there is a sms which i hope to receive but never. Last year this time i received a surprise sms greeting from someone i thought had forgotten or rather would not had send me the birthday greeting after 5 years. But this year i would not know if he still remember or had forgotten.
This is the 1st time i spent my actual birthday at home alone. For the past 2 months, 2 persons mentioned to celebrate with me my birthday but both failed to do so.
My last episode for 23rd years old is really an unexpected and disappointed one. However i am grateful to have my friends & sisters around to welcome my 24th years old & hope this is a new start & beautiful one.
Moments brought to me by my dear friends:
http://www.imagestation.com/6413061/3888110394
http://s146.photobucket.com/albums/r244/Yuki03/?action=view¤t=MVI_0882.flv
Althought he is no longer beside me, i would still wish that he will still remember me & my birthday.
你是否还记得我的生日?
Saturday, September 15, 2007
KTV with UOB Friends
14th Sept, together with Liwei, Tze xian, Joyce & Charmayne we went orchard partyworld for ktv. We booked the room from 9pm to 1pm however in the end we extended another hour. It has been long since we went as a group for ktv. Although it wasn't really fun to me but it was great to have them around with me.
After ktv Tze Xian, Liwei, Charmayne & me went Jalan Kayu for roti prata. Eventually we ended the night only at 3am plus.
Hope there will be more of this kind of outing.
Friday, September 14, 2007
二十四岁的生日
自己的生日当天有谁不想与心爱的人一起度过.. 我也不例外. 随着一连串的感情失败对与我二十四岁的生日带来了很大的影响.
生命中从没想过会发生的两段感情来的快也去的快.两个月前L建议了我今年的生日在卡啦OK箱房庆祝,因此他替我在St James Mono 订了一间. 旦是他却带给了我伤心与悲伤.
随着他的离去我竟然在一个月前又踏入了另一段没预料到会发生的恋情. 与WL的缘分竟然在6年后才发生, 可说是奇迹. 但这段感情却如风一样来的快也去的快.
伤心与悲伤也随着时间慢慢的离去了.但对与不能与WL共度二十四岁生日的遗憾始终任然存在.
经理了两段感情失败的我决定休息,不想再一次被感情伤害. 需要时间来疗伤.
这时候的我对与快来临的二十四岁的生日愿望并是:
1) 顺力通过应征, 能在事业上成功
2) 在感情, 希望在伤口复原后会找到我的白马王子
3) "希望缘分不会消失"
生命中从没想过会发生的两段感情来的快也去的快.两个月前L建议了我今年的生日在卡啦OK箱房庆祝,因此他替我在St James Mono 订了一间. 旦是他却带给了我伤心与悲伤.
随着他的离去我竟然在一个月前又踏入了另一段没预料到会发生的恋情. 与WL的缘分竟然在6年后才发生, 可说是奇迹. 但这段感情却如风一样来的快也去的快.
伤心与悲伤也随着时间慢慢的离去了.但对与不能与WL共度二十四岁生日的遗憾始终任然存在.
经理了两段感情失败的我决定休息,不想再一次被感情伤害. 需要时间来疗伤.
这时候的我对与快来临的二十四岁的生日愿望并是:
1) 顺力通过应征, 能在事业上成功
2) 在感情, 希望在伤口复原后会找到我的白马王子
3) "希望缘分不会消失"
Thursday, September 13, 2007
Earthquake
Punggol is prone to earthquake as it is near the sea. So this time round we are affected by it again. I believe this was the most serious tremor i had ever experience till now.
Early 7.50am, i was preparing for my work. When suddenly i feel my body shaking and the door moving. I went to the living room to discover the dining light swinging here and there, the same goes to my lantern and the big vase on the flower was also dancing. Dizzy...Hair Stand!!
As i had not change, i was in a hesitation of what to do as my neighbour had went downstairs.
Today was consider the 2nd tremor as yesterday my family and neighbour experienced a more serious tremor during dinner time. Even the table was moving.. Scary...
As i had to prepare for work hence i did not bother about the quake and just speed up my preparation and leave the house as soon as possible. As i was about to leave the house the tremor had stopped.
What a day. Early morning my hair stand.. Scary...
Early 7.50am, i was preparing for my work. When suddenly i feel my body shaking and the door moving. I went to the living room to discover the dining light swinging here and there, the same goes to my lantern and the big vase on the flower was also dancing. Dizzy...Hair Stand!!
As i had not change, i was in a hesitation of what to do as my neighbour had went downstairs.
Today was consider the 2nd tremor as yesterday my family and neighbour experienced a more serious tremor during dinner time. Even the table was moving.. Scary...
As i had to prepare for work hence i did not bother about the quake and just speed up my preparation and leave the house as soon as possible. As i was about to leave the house the tremor had stopped.
What a day. Early morning my hair stand.. Scary...
**LOST & FOUND**
Peishi, Huiling & me had been sisters for more than 10 years. As we was emailing yesterday, Peishi digged out some old photos of the 3 of us. It was an ugly photo. The photo made us realise how much we had changed and times really fly. We look so nerd and innocent in the photos.
As a result i decided to dig out even old photos of us since Secondary 1. As i was digging out the photos burnt in my CD collection. I found something which i had been wanting to find yet could not remember where i saved it. Moments before i found the photo, i was exploring my mobile and was surprised to find the video i recorded when he was singing during our reunion at the pub.
As i look at the 1st photo that both of us took years ago during his graduation ceremony and listening to the short video, things slowly flashed in my mind again. It wasn't only the things that happened recently but also things that happened between us years ago.
--> He fetched me from my house to school. Meet me after lesson and sending me home. Walking all the way from school to central and to my house. Singing at my house and with his friends.
In a sudden i realise that he is the only one whom stand a place in my heart and had been to all my 3 living area, my 2 old house/block and my current new house. And he is one of the 2 person had tried the food that i prepared specially.
Was all this destined? Why do i realise it only now? Was everything suppose to be only like this?
There is no happiness comparable to cooking a delicious meal for loved one and enjoying the moment being with him.
吃在嘴里甜在心里.. 只要能与心爱的人在一起不管在那里都是最开心的...
Is the world black and white again?
As a result i decided to dig out even old photos of us since Secondary 1. As i was digging out the photos burnt in my CD collection. I found something which i had been wanting to find yet could not remember where i saved it. Moments before i found the photo, i was exploring my mobile and was surprised to find the video i recorded when he was singing during our reunion at the pub.
As i look at the 1st photo that both of us took years ago during his graduation ceremony and listening to the short video, things slowly flashed in my mind again. It wasn't only the things that happened recently but also things that happened between us years ago.
--> He fetched me from my house to school. Meet me after lesson and sending me home. Walking all the way from school to central and to my house. Singing at my house and with his friends.
In a sudden i realise that he is the only one whom stand a place in my heart and had been to all my 3 living area, my 2 old house/block and my current new house. And he is one of the 2 person had tried the food that i prepared specially.
Was all this destined? Why do i realise it only now? Was everything suppose to be only like this?
There is no happiness comparable to cooking a delicious meal for loved one and enjoying the moment being with him.
吃在嘴里甜在心里.. 只要能与心爱的人在一起不管在那里都是最开心的...
Is the world black and white again?
Tuesday, September 11, 2007
Scorpio + Virgo
Water + Earth = Mud
There are many Scorpios and Virgos who’ve been attracted to each other. Lots of them have been able to create a happy, comfortable and fulfilling life by pooling their financial, mental and emotional resources.
At the other end of the spectrum is a group that doesn’t work so well. They marry and stay together for life but never quite fulfil each other. This is because both are very demanding in their own way.
Your ruling planet, Pluto, is challenging in a most confrontational way, whereas Virgo prefers to do battle rationally, in a way that is courteous and unassuming.
In a permanent relationship they’ll feel you’re insensitive, your blunt manner shows a lack of respect, and you don’t take their basic needs into account. And you’ll become irritated with them, if not completely frustrated by their overly logical examination of every minor issue.
If you lightened up, you’d feel much more confident about a relationship with Virgo. On a practical level, and in the bedroom, this relationship has all the characteristics of a really great partnership.
This is particularly so from your vantage point, financially: Virgo will offer you practical security as well as love. The two of you can work towards financial stability, and build a mutual support system that gives you more than the basic emotional or romantic fulfilment of most relationships — with some prosperity thrown in for good measure.
Be wary of Virgos born between 24 August and 2 September: Mercury, which co-rules them, is opposite in nature to you. There will be temper flare-ups from time to time. There may also be a difference in your age or cultural background which will make you question the relationship. Think hard about taking the friendship to a more serious level — before you dive in.
Virgos born between 3 September and 12 September offer you gains and losses in equal measure, and many of your life lessons will be tied up in your financial relationship with them. Remember the saying ‘Never mix business with pleasure’? If you can sort out this issue, these Virgos will offer you a solid and stable security which fits in with your personal view of life.
Virgos born between 13 September and 22 September are ideally suited to long-term love and commitment. This is because Jupiter, which has a bearing on your romantic life and is a thoroughly lucky planet for you, also has a bearing on their destiny. You’ll feel physically attracted to them, and will want a bright future with them.
There are many Scorpios and Virgos who’ve been attracted to each other. Lots of them have been able to create a happy, comfortable and fulfilling life by pooling their financial, mental and emotional resources.
At the other end of the spectrum is a group that doesn’t work so well. They marry and stay together for life but never quite fulfil each other. This is because both are very demanding in their own way.
Your ruling planet, Pluto, is challenging in a most confrontational way, whereas Virgo prefers to do battle rationally, in a way that is courteous and unassuming.
In a permanent relationship they’ll feel you’re insensitive, your blunt manner shows a lack of respect, and you don’t take their basic needs into account. And you’ll become irritated with them, if not completely frustrated by their overly logical examination of every minor issue.
If you lightened up, you’d feel much more confident about a relationship with Virgo. On a practical level, and in the bedroom, this relationship has all the characteristics of a really great partnership.
This is particularly so from your vantage point, financially: Virgo will offer you practical security as well as love. The two of you can work towards financial stability, and build a mutual support system that gives you more than the basic emotional or romantic fulfilment of most relationships — with some prosperity thrown in for good measure.
Be wary of Virgos born between 24 August and 2 September: Mercury, which co-rules them, is opposite in nature to you. There will be temper flare-ups from time to time. There may also be a difference in your age or cultural background which will make you question the relationship. Think hard about taking the friendship to a more serious level — before you dive in.
Virgos born between 3 September and 12 September offer you gains and losses in equal measure, and many of your life lessons will be tied up in your financial relationship with them. Remember the saying ‘Never mix business with pleasure’? If you can sort out this issue, these Virgos will offer you a solid and stable security which fits in with your personal view of life.
Virgos born between 13 September and 22 September are ideally suited to long-term love and commitment. This is because Jupiter, which has a bearing on your romantic life and is a thoroughly lucky planet for you, also has a bearing on their destiny. You’ll feel physically attracted to them, and will want a bright future with them.
Virgo + Scorpio
Earth + Water = Mud
When you look at the beauty of plants, you see two of life’s essential ingredients: the earth and water. Life and growth depend on these two elements — a seed, plus earth and water, will produce a rich harvest. The same analogy can describe the compatibility of your earth sign and Scorpio’s water sign.
There are many Virgos and Scorpios who’ve had a fulfilling life together. They’ve pooled their financial and mental resources and built a happy and comfortable existence.
At the other end of the spectrum are those who have squabbled incessantly, all the way into old age, and never quite felt fulfilled with each other. This may have something to do with the fact that both of you are very demanding people.
Generally there’s a good connection between your star signs, though — Virgo is the sign of friendship and lifelong fulfilment for Scorpio, and Scorpio is the sign of communication for Virgo. This looks pretty promising from both sides.
There are two very different planets ruling you. Pluto, which rules Scorpio, is dominant, wilful and challenging, in a most confrontational way. You are more prudent, and you prefer to do battle intellectually, in a way that is courteous and modest.
In a long-term relationship you’ll feel that Scorpio is insensitive and lacks respect for, or doesn’t take into account, your emotional needs. And Scorpio will become irritated, if not angry, with your calm and logical analysis of every minor issue. Understanding each other’s motives will help enormously in resolving any differences you have.
If Scorpio could lighten up a little you’d probably feel more confident about a relationship with them.
On a practical level, and in terms of your physical intimacy, you two have all the hallmarks of a really great partnership. This is particularly so for Scorpio in the financial area: you offer them support where investments are concerned. The two of you can work towards financial stability and a mutual support system that will offer you prosperity, security and happiness.
Be wary of Scorpios born between 24 October and 2 November. Mars, which co-rules them, is really quite opposite to your own nature. As a result, there are many things you will not see eye to eye with them on — expect lots of temper flare-ups.
Scorpios born between 3 November and 12 November are ideally suited to long-term love and marriage with you. This is because Jupiter, which influences your marriage, controls them. You’ll feel naturally attracted to them and will have a bright future together.
Scorpios born between 13 November and 22 November offer you gains and losses in equal measure. Many of your life lessons will be learned through your financial relationship with them. There’s an old saying you might need to remember here: never mix business with pleasure.
When you look at the beauty of plants, you see two of life’s essential ingredients: the earth and water. Life and growth depend on these two elements — a seed, plus earth and water, will produce a rich harvest. The same analogy can describe the compatibility of your earth sign and Scorpio’s water sign.
There are many Virgos and Scorpios who’ve had a fulfilling life together. They’ve pooled their financial and mental resources and built a happy and comfortable existence.
At the other end of the spectrum are those who have squabbled incessantly, all the way into old age, and never quite felt fulfilled with each other. This may have something to do with the fact that both of you are very demanding people.
Generally there’s a good connection between your star signs, though — Virgo is the sign of friendship and lifelong fulfilment for Scorpio, and Scorpio is the sign of communication for Virgo. This looks pretty promising from both sides.
There are two very different planets ruling you. Pluto, which rules Scorpio, is dominant, wilful and challenging, in a most confrontational way. You are more prudent, and you prefer to do battle intellectually, in a way that is courteous and modest.
In a long-term relationship you’ll feel that Scorpio is insensitive and lacks respect for, or doesn’t take into account, your emotional needs. And Scorpio will become irritated, if not angry, with your calm and logical analysis of every minor issue. Understanding each other’s motives will help enormously in resolving any differences you have.
If Scorpio could lighten up a little you’d probably feel more confident about a relationship with them.
On a practical level, and in terms of your physical intimacy, you two have all the hallmarks of a really great partnership. This is particularly so for Scorpio in the financial area: you offer them support where investments are concerned. The two of you can work towards financial stability and a mutual support system that will offer you prosperity, security and happiness.
Be wary of Scorpios born between 24 October and 2 November. Mars, which co-rules them, is really quite opposite to your own nature. As a result, there are many things you will not see eye to eye with them on — expect lots of temper flare-ups.
Scorpios born between 3 November and 12 November are ideally suited to long-term love and marriage with you. This is because Jupiter, which influences your marriage, controls them. You’ll feel naturally attracted to them and will have a bright future together.
Scorpios born between 13 November and 22 November offer you gains and losses in equal measure. Many of your life lessons will be learned through your financial relationship with them. There’s an old saying you might need to remember here: never mix business with pleasure.
Sunday, September 9, 2007
New Hairstyle
Pocket Bleeding!!!.. This is the first time i spent so much on my hair and was also the first time i tried this new hairstyle.
For 23 years my hair is either short or straight. But from today onwards, there will be a new category. Curly/Perm Hair!!... I hesitated initially if to perm my hair. After some suggestion from friends. I decided to perm my hair.
Initially i wanted to go Far East for the perm however felt that i will be in a confusion of which salon to go to. Hence end up i went for my perm at Jean Yip. This is the first time i went there as i frequent Kimage normally. The service was not bad. However the cost made my heart and wallet bleed.
I chose Digital Spa Perm. At the start i was worried how it will turn out to be and scare it might not be suitable for me.
After 3 hours plus at the salon the result came out. I was quite satisfied with the result however it look more mature (as expected). It was a completely different look of myself. I had never seen myself in perm hair neither does any of my friends.
I believe it will surprise a lot of people when they saw me in this hairstyle. :P
However i would had to try style it myself from monday onwards. I will have to sacrifice my sleeping time as i need more time to prepare myself from now onwards. Hehe!!... Will i be able to style it well? :P
It will be a new hairstyle for my 24th birthday..
Saturday, September 8, 2007
S|sters Gathering @ Dempsey
After months we meet again. Qiuye, Jing'e, Yuqin, Huiling, Peishi & me arranged to meet @ clarke quay for dinner and chilli out. As usual i was held up by work and was last to arrive.
The night was fun and interesting as we rarely meet up. The meet up let us discover that there is going to be a mother among us. My dear sister Ye is 3 months pregnant. She will be holding her wedding on October. Time really flys and now she is going to be mother soon. Hope that she had a happy marriage and give birth to a chubby cute baby.
It was really surprising and unexpected that Qiuye, Yuqin & Huiling would be getting marry in the same year. Qiuye will be holding her customary in October, Yuqin will be holding her ROM cum Customary in November and Huiling will be holding her customary in December. Wow!! .. Each months one wedding to attend, BROKE!.. yet happy for my sisters...
We wanted to have our dinner at Waraku Pasta however the queue was too long and pregnant Ye is hungry hence we decided to change venue. We went Clarke Quay TCC for dinner. After the dinner we wanted to find a place for Qiuye to have some extra food as she did not had her full. Pregnant woman tend to eat more. :P
However there was no suitable places. Hence she bought a slice of cake and we took a cab to Dempsey Road for chilling. We went to The Oosh again. Excellent atmosphere to chilli out. We took photo and chat.
We should had chilli till after midnight but from now on we are not able to as pregnant woman cannot stay up too late. They tend to be tired and need enough rest. Hence we left at 12am. Future gathering would also had to be at Coffee House as pregnant woman cannot drink alcoholic drinks.
It was really unexpected and times really fly. Seems like it was only yesterday we are in Secondary school chatting and playing. But now they are all getting ready for their wedding. Seeing them settle down made me feel envy.
When will i meet my Mr. Right?
Dearest Sisters! I wish you all Happiness & Wonderful Marriage Life!!.... No words can describe the kind of happiness i have for my 3 dear Sisters...
Wednesday, September 5, 2007
L O V E
When two people join together and bond their lives forever because they are certain they have something special that will make their marriage last.
This is the first faith these two people will build a life.
And as long as their determination stays with them this life will always be their hope their dream their truth their being their inspiration and their source of strength.
Through their life together they will hurt and laugh together they will learn and grow through trail and error.
The lessons will show them the meaning of true love and the difference between a love that last and one that gives up.
These two people will face each failure together and discover the strength to go on.
They will encourage each others dream and forgive each others faults.
Through a labor of love these two will become as one fighting against the odds and ultimately creating a marriage that will grow into an infinite love.
Love is a something which consists of CTL U
Communication
Trust
Love
Understanding
It needs two hands to clap..
This is the first faith these two people will build a life.
And as long as their determination stays with them this life will always be their hope their dream their truth their being their inspiration and their source of strength.
Through their life together they will hurt and laugh together they will learn and grow through trail and error.
The lessons will show them the meaning of true love and the difference between a love that last and one that gives up.
These two people will face each failure together and discover the strength to go on.
They will encourage each others dream and forgive each others faults.
Through a labor of love these two will become as one fighting against the odds and ultimately creating a marriage that will grow into an infinite love.
Love is a something which consists of CTL U
Communication
Trust
Love
Understanding
It needs two hands to clap..
Monday, September 3, 2007
又是一首歌..
孙燕姿 - 不是真的爱我
你和我就算了吗
别用沉默代替回答
陌生得让我害怕
心像被针扎了一下
总是不提那句话
我想你是故意装傻
不是不懂得表达
还在等什么说清楚吧
我想你不是真的爱我
习惯被忽略不算自由
相爱的人总是不懂
为什么真心伤得特别重
我想你不是真的爱我
当体贴渐渐受到冷落
其实爱有很多选择
我也可以给你自由
终于明白那句话
爱能让人一夜长大
不成熟的感情啊
让我变得小心害怕
我和你就算了吧
不想再为爱而挣扎
爱情若没有火花
至少了解后懂得放下
你和我就算了吗
别用沉默代替回答
陌生得让我害怕
心像被针扎了一下
总是不提那句话
我想你是故意装傻
不是不懂得表达
还在等什么说清楚吧
我想你不是真的爱我
习惯被忽略不算自由
相爱的人总是不懂
为什么真心伤得特别重
我想你不是真的爱我
当体贴渐渐受到冷落
其实爱有很多选择
我也可以给你自由
终于明白那句话
爱能让人一夜长大
不成熟的感情啊
让我变得小心害怕
我和你就算了吧
不想再为爱而挣扎
爱情若没有火花
至少了解后懂得放下
Saturday, September 1, 2007
Li Sheng Jie - 你那么爱他
直到爱消失 你才懂得 去珍惜身边每个
美好风景 只是他早已离去
直到你想通 他早已经 不再对你留恋
最后的你 开始了一段挣扎
你那么爱他 为什么不把他留下
为什么不说心里话
你深爱他 这是每个人都知道啊
你那么爱他 为什么不把她留下
是不是你有深爱的两个他
所以你不想再让自己 无法自拔
直到爱消失 你才懂得 去珍惜身边每个
美好风景 只是他早已离去
直到你想通 他早已经 不再对你留恋
最后的你 开始了一段挣扎
你那么爱他 为什么不把他留下
为什么不说心里话
你深爱他 这是每个人都知道啊
你那么爱他 为什么不把她留下
是不是你有深爱的两个他
所以你不想再让自己 无法自拔
你那么爱他 为什么不把他留下
为什么不说心里话
你深爱他 这是每个人都知道啊
你那么爱他 为什么不把她留下
是不是你有深爱的两个他
所以你不想再让自己 无法自拔
美好风景 只是他早已离去
直到你想通 他早已经 不再对你留恋
最后的你 开始了一段挣扎
你那么爱他 为什么不把他留下
为什么不说心里话
你深爱他 这是每个人都知道啊
你那么爱他 为什么不把她留下
是不是你有深爱的两个他
所以你不想再让自己 无法自拔
直到爱消失 你才懂得 去珍惜身边每个
美好风景 只是他早已离去
直到你想通 他早已经 不再对你留恋
最后的你 开始了一段挣扎
你那么爱他 为什么不把他留下
为什么不说心里话
你深爱他 这是每个人都知道啊
你那么爱他 为什么不把她留下
是不是你有深爱的两个他
所以你不想再让自己 无法自拔
你那么爱他 为什么不把他留下
为什么不说心里话
你深爱他 这是每个人都知道啊
你那么爱他 为什么不把她留下
是不是你有深爱的两个他
所以你不想再让自己 无法自拔
Dempsey Road
Tanglin Village located at dempsey road is a nice place to chilli out. There was a lot bar and restaurant located there. One good recommendation is The Oosh http://oosh.com.sg/.
Yesterday was the first time i went there. Arranged to meet Peishi there with Huiling. However i believe that was the worse and most unlucky chilling day out. After my gym, Ling fetched me from Novena and we went to Dempsey together. However as there was 2 road entrance to Tanglin Village, we was drove in by the back entrance whereas The Oosh was at the front road entrance.
We alighted at Dempsey Hill and could not find the place. Ended up we walk back as instructed by Peishi all the way to the entrance of the road. Dark & Errie path down passing by the forest without any light by the road. It was lucky that we are 2 person if not i could not think of what will happened.
We walk all the way down and still could not find. In the end we walked back the dark and errie path back to the hill side. We enter a street we never enter into yet. In the end we manage to meet up with Peishi at a shop and she brought us to The Oosh. Hai~ What a unlucky day. On the way i almost sprained my leg when i slip into the unseen pitch.
We sat down and had our cold chicken wings which had been waiting for us for 1 hours. We was suppose to reach that place at 10 plus 11 however as i was delayed at my gym we only manage to meet up at 11 plus and only found the place after almost 1 hour of walk.
The place was nice however the sweat used to reach the destinated location was terrible.. -_-
I tried the Martini Royale (Chivas 12 yrs, honey water). Regretted! It was not nice. Peishi try the Frozen Strawberry Mocktail Champagne and Ling tried the Sea Breeze. Both was not bad and nice.
Although the place was hard to find and far but indeed was a nice and good new place to chilli out.
The place closed at 2am. After that we intended to go try our luck at Chomp Chomp for supper but was unlucky to see all shop closed. Ended up we had roti prata.
*The most terrible and worse experience i had before being able to chilli out. An unlucky day*
Yesterday was the first time i went there. Arranged to meet Peishi there with Huiling. However i believe that was the worse and most unlucky chilling day out. After my gym, Ling fetched me from Novena and we went to Dempsey together. However as there was 2 road entrance to Tanglin Village, we was drove in by the back entrance whereas The Oosh was at the front road entrance.
We alighted at Dempsey Hill and could not find the place. Ended up we walk back as instructed by Peishi all the way to the entrance of the road. Dark & Errie path down passing by the forest without any light by the road. It was lucky that we are 2 person if not i could not think of what will happened.
We walk all the way down and still could not find. In the end we walked back the dark and errie path back to the hill side. We enter a street we never enter into yet. In the end we manage to meet up with Peishi at a shop and she brought us to The Oosh. Hai~ What a unlucky day. On the way i almost sprained my leg when i slip into the unseen pitch.
We sat down and had our cold chicken wings which had been waiting for us for 1 hours. We was suppose to reach that place at 10 plus 11 however as i was delayed at my gym we only manage to meet up at 11 plus and only found the place after almost 1 hour of walk.
The place was nice however the sweat used to reach the destinated location was terrible.. -_-
I tried the Martini Royale (Chivas 12 yrs, honey water). Regretted! It was not nice. Peishi try the Frozen Strawberry Mocktail Champagne and Ling tried the Sea Breeze. Both was not bad and nice.
Although the place was hard to find and far but indeed was a nice and good new place to chilli out.
The place closed at 2am. After that we intended to go try our luck at Chomp Chomp for supper but was unlucky to see all shop closed. Ended up we had roti prata.
*The most terrible and worse experience i had before being able to chilli out. An unlucky day*
Friday, August 31, 2007
生日密码
9月16日 极限挑战者
9月16日出生的人常常表现出一种不认输的个性，总是无时不赢得地策自己，不轻易向失败或极限低头。他们希望能够超越现状、突破自我，但在汲汲冲刺的同时，也有足够的耐心去磨练自己专业上的技巧，达到精通的地步，而不会让人得他们是自我主义者或激进的名利追求者。另一方面，9月16日出生的人总是会自然而然地流露出高昂的情绪，这也是他们强烈地想表现自我的动力，然而他们千万要留意，不要过度逾越应有规范，一旦有这种情形发生，必须立即停止，至少要尊重他人的意愿。
这一天出生的人对于站在最前线从不畏惧，他们拥有无比的勇气和坚定的信念，战火弥漫时最能冲锋陷阵。但是，由于他们在对抗强短篇时很少退缩，因此在团体中时常会与权威或主事者意见不合。不仅如此，他们还是天生的冒险家，但要小心，不要屈服于纯粹［为了刺激而寻求刺激］的诱惑，就某些方面来说，他们还是必须控制一下自己叛逆的个性。
想要约束9月16日出生的人的行事作风，简直是妄想，因为他们总是精力过人，难以自我控制。为人父母者若想管教出生于今天的小孩，或想阻止他们云做些什么事，不但成功机会不大，甚至还可能弄巧成拙。因此，有智慧的父母亲在教导9月16日出生的小孩时，应随着他们的天生动力，将精力引导到艺术创作方面。另外，当父母的也要很小心地区别出命令与建议、强迫与引导、指使与容许、教训与建议等态度上的分际。
充满热情活力是出生于这一天的人的特质，他们很明显地表现出爱好竞争的天性，然而内在的廉明的公正使他们不屑于采取交易的做法，或是摆出为了目的不择手段的态度。由于不善于与人合作，9月16日出生的人必须学着如何成为团队中的一员。通常经验都会告诉他们这么做的好处，随后他们才能真正发展出领导者的风范与气质。由于今天出生的人对于自己的学识非常有自信，也很热心地想传授给他人，或许会成为杰出的教师，可是，他们必须对学生多付出一些关怀，而且对学生的感觉要更敏锐一点。
被梦想与幻想牵着走，是某些9月16日出生的人的一个大问题；但大多数出生于这一天的人都能以具体的成果实现他们的愿望；因为他们有很强烈的欲望想将自己所做的事合理化，而且很希望自己的工作得到他人的尊重与赞赏。
幸运数字和守护星
9月16日出生的人会受数字7（1＋6＝7）和海王星的影响。海王星是个充满梦想与幻想的星球，而受数字7影响的人有时会陷入无法自拔的梦想中，常常与现实脱了节。由于他们倾向于漫天想像各种计划，所以如果能够严加训练，让他们了解自己计划的可行性，梦想实现的机率会更大。受数字7影响的人在理财上有时会不够谨慎，常将家庭的财务善弄得捉襟见肘，因此有个很好的会计或主家计的人，对9月16日出生的人来说是非常重要的。
健康
出生于9月16日的人必须非常小心防范意外的发生，尤其是运动伤害、车祸，以及爬山、游泳与飞行时的不幸事件。了解自己的极限是件非常重要的事。由于天生的宽宏大度，所以维持心理、情绪与精神上的协调，对于出生于今天的人来说特别重要。这种均衡也应该反映在日常三餐的调配上，不管是谷类、蔬菜、水果、肉类与乳制品的摄取都要有一定的比例。所有食物都该检验看看是否含有太多的肉类或糖分。出生于这一天的人拥有强烈的性欲，但最好是在不过于纵欲的情况下加以满足这种欲望。
建议
学着将自己旺盛的精力导向正确的方向。眼睛始终望着目标，并试着向不了解自己的人加以说明。不要脱离现实生活太久或太远，经常接触日常生活中较为平凡的一面。
静思语
恶龙，并不一定始终要被屠杀；有时候，它也能成为友善的朋友。
优点
志气高、勇敢、坦诚。
缺点
感官主义、叛逆、具毁灭性。
MP3
Songs can represent human feelings. In different situation there will be a songs that represent what you think or feel and it can be very meaningful. My MP3 seems to contain mostly songs which strongly represent my thoughts and feelings for the past few days.
Li Sheng Jie
- 手放开
- 你那么爱他
- 很想说
Jolin Cai Yi Lin
- 我知道你很难过
Ronald Cheng
- 被爱是幸福
Liang Jing Ru
- 如果有一天
Jay Chou
- 龙卷风
Joey Rong
- 挥着翅膀的女孩
Zhang Hui Mei
- 解脱
Searching for new songs that will be able to replace my current MP3 collection...
Li Sheng Jie
- 手放开
- 你那么爱他
- 很想说
Jolin Cai Yi Lin
- 我知道你很难过
Ronald Cheng
- 被爱是幸福
Liang Jing Ru
- 如果有一天
Jay Chou
- 龙卷风
Joey Rong
- 挥着翅膀的女孩
Zhang Hui Mei
- 解脱
Searching for new songs that will be able to replace my current MP3 collection...
Single Life
时间过得真快. 一转眼我们7个好友里就只省下我与佩峙还在过着自己的生活.
Everyone is busy with their own life and our gathering has been lesser and lesser. We had to make arrangement one to two weeks earlier before we can gather as everyone was busy and unable to confirm the gathering. Come to think of it, it has been 4 months since we last gather during Peishi's Birthday.
Yuqin, Qiuye & Ling has to spend time with their husband. As for Jing'e & Shiyu they have to accompany boyfriends. As for Peishi, she has to go school every Monday, Wednesday & Friday.
As for me, it will be back to old days which was work and work. However at least i have another new place to spend my time now, that is my fitness centre. Occasional exercise alone or with colleague.
Friday was a day to chilli and relax however as Peishi has school hence we can only relax after her lesson. Therefore we planned to meet after her school and while waiting i shall spend my time in my fitness centre.
Saturday & Sunday is nothing much but just slack and relax either at home, going gym with friends to relax follow by a coffee chat or meet up with friends.
That's basically the life of a person who is single. Lead the leisure and carefree life...
Everyone is busy with their own life and our gathering has been lesser and lesser. We had to make arrangement one to two weeks earlier before we can gather as everyone was busy and unable to confirm the gathering. Come to think of it, it has been 4 months since we last gather during Peishi's Birthday.
Yuqin, Qiuye & Ling has to spend time with their husband. As for Jing'e & Shiyu they have to accompany boyfriends. As for Peishi, she has to go school every Monday, Wednesday & Friday.
As for me, it will be back to old days which was work and work. However at least i have another new place to spend my time now, that is my fitness centre. Occasional exercise alone or with colleague.
Friday was a day to chilli and relax however as Peishi has school hence we can only relax after her lesson. Therefore we planned to meet after her school and while waiting i shall spend my time in my fitness centre.
Saturday & Sunday is nothing much but just slack and relax either at home, going gym with friends to relax follow by a coffee chat or meet up with friends.
That's basically the life of a person who is single. Lead the leisure and carefree life...
"自由自在的人生"
Thursday, August 30, 2007
BAD DAY....
FEDUP!! FEDUP!! FEDUP!! FEDUP!! FEDUP!! FEDUP!! FEDUP!! FEDUP!! FEDUP!! FEDUP!! FEDUP!! FEDUP!! FEDUP!! FEDUP!!
FEDUP!! FEDUP!! FEDUP!! FEDUP!! FEDUP!! FEDUP!! FEDUP!!
FEDUP!! FEDUP!! FEDUP!! FEDUP!! FEDUP!! FEDUP!! FEDUP!! FEDUP!! FEDUP!! FEDUP!! FEDUP!! FEDUP!! FEDUP!! FEDUP!! FEDUP!! FEDUP!! FEDUP!! FEDUP!! FEDUP!! FEDUP!! FEDUP!! FEDUP!! FEDUP!! FEDUP!! FEDUP!! FEDUP!! FEDUP!! FEDUP!! FEDUP!! FEDUP!! FEDUP!! FEDUP!! FEDUP!! FEDUP!! FEDUP!!
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A day full of shit!... Stupid customer stupid urgent case stupid powerlender stupid system..... Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...........................................
FEDUP!! FEDUP!! FEDUP!! FEDUP!! FEDUP!! FEDUP!! FEDUP!!
FEDUP!! FEDUP!! FEDUP!! FEDUP!! FEDUP!! FEDUP!! FEDUP!! FEDUP!! FEDUP!! FEDUP!! FEDUP!! FEDUP!! FEDUP!! FEDUP!! FEDUP!! FEDUP!! FEDUP!! FEDUP!! FEDUP!! FEDUP!! FEDUP!! FEDUP!! FEDUP!! FEDUP!! FEDUP!! FEDUP!! FEDUP!! FEDUP!! FEDUP!! FEDUP!! FEDUP!! FEDUP!! FEDUP!! FEDUP!! FEDUP!!
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A day full of shit!... Stupid customer stupid urgent case stupid powerlender stupid system..... Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...........................................
Wednesday, August 29, 2007
*After Lunch*
Lunching in is a common thing happening to me. As i was eating, thoughts slowly flash through again. At this moment, i suddenly feel no appetite again.
Arms was having a bit of muscle pain. After a long stop, i went back to my gym again. For months i had been considering whether to join gym membership. Eventually i signed up for it in conjunction to the Lady's Card promotion.
Got to train back my stamina, my toned arms and trim away my small tummy.
Just talked to Sok Chin about my memberships. sian.. yesterday in a blur mind and never thought of bargaining for the price. Heard what Sok Chin say a bit sian.. wasted the chance to push the membership price down. However the price i had got was consider acceptable.
Anyway the time i have now is more than enough for me to go really enjoy myself and relax and get back my fitness. Beside basketball, swimming and badminton i don't think i had done other kind of sports. Gym and some fitness lesson shall me my new friend.
Gym follow by a steambath/sauna.
Arms was having a bit of muscle pain. After a long stop, i went back to my gym again. For months i had been considering whether to join gym membership. Eventually i signed up for it in conjunction to the Lady's Card promotion.
Got to train back my stamina, my toned arms and trim away my small tummy.
Just talked to Sok Chin about my memberships. sian.. yesterday in a blur mind and never thought of bargaining for the price. Heard what Sok Chin say a bit sian.. wasted the chance to push the membership price down. However the price i had got was consider acceptable.
Anyway the time i have now is more than enough for me to go really enjoy myself and relax and get back my fitness. Beside basketball, swimming and badminton i don't think i had done other kind of sports. Gym and some fitness lesson shall me my new friend.
Gym follow by a steambath/sauna.
Wars Btw 2 Boss
Early in the morning, a war started. And the poor me had to be assigned to solve the cause of the war.. SWEAT!!!
MIA application again... Seem like the application had gone to the world which we are unable to see.. Yi Du Kong Jian!! We had been searching for days for the case yet till today it had not resurface. Complains & Complains is coming in.
Yesterday night Stanley just msn me and complain again as the customer is handle by him. God Bless Him!..
Today i was so unlucky that Daniel called me to go search the temp area and solve the MIA case... blur.. Where should i search? Thought that i can escape the responsibility of handling this stupid case yet i was pin pointed to solve it..
Hai~ What a day.. Thunder storm is roaming at Daniel's table and i had to go walk in rounds trying to see if it will appear before me.
MIA application again... Seem like the application had gone to the world which we are unable to see.. Yi Du Kong Jian!! We had been searching for days for the case yet till today it had not resurface. Complains & Complains is coming in.
Yesterday night Stanley just msn me and complain again as the customer is handle by him. God Bless Him!..
Today i was so unlucky that Daniel called me to go search the temp area and solve the MIA case... blur.. Where should i search? Thought that i can escape the responsibility of handling this stupid case yet i was pin pointed to solve it..
Hai~ What a day.. Thunder storm is roaming at Daniel's table and i had to go walk in rounds trying to see if it will appear before me.
Tuesday, August 28, 2007
From Public to Celebrity
Writing blogs and sharing with all my friends is the happiest thing. I will be most happy to share the good things and happiness with my friends. I intended to create a blog which allows me to share it with friends and people around me.
But around me now is mostly disappointment, sadness, vex and sorrow. Which i am unable to share it to people around me especially to my people at my work place. Being with L is the biggest mistakes i had made althought he did brought me memories. He caused a big change to my life.
From a small fry to a topic which people will ask out of curiousity. Even to the extreme of calling my closest ex-colleague. Is she with L? It was like a dream. From a public person i become a celebrity overnight. This is understandable as L has been working in this place for years and was well known to everyone. I had also been here for years and was known from 18th to 25th floor. My private life somehow become a concern to people whom i do not know or was not close with.
一个介意人们眼光与想法的我需要时间来冲淡一切....
Time is needed for me to change back to a 小人物. When the time is right i shall start to share my thoughts and happiness with all my dear friends.
Dear Friends, Please wait patiently for the completely new and real 陈美璇....
But around me now is mostly disappointment, sadness, vex and sorrow. Which i am unable to share it to people around me especially to my people at my work place. Being with L is the biggest mistakes i had made althought he did brought me memories. He caused a big change to my life.
From a small fry to a topic which people will ask out of curiousity. Even to the extreme of calling my closest ex-colleague. Is she with L? It was like a dream. From a public person i become a celebrity overnight. This is understandable as L has been working in this place for years and was well known to everyone. I had also been here for years and was known from 18th to 25th floor. My private life somehow become a concern to people whom i do not know or was not close with.
一个介意人们眼光与想法的我需要时间来冲淡一切....
Time is needed for me to change back to a 小人物. When the time is right i shall start to share my thoughts and happiness with all my dear friends.
Dear Friends, Please wait patiently for the completely new and real 陈美璇....
28 Aug 2007 Virgo
Horoscope of the day.. This advice came too late
Relationship issues come to the forefront today -- you may have to get some space.
Relationship issues come to the forefront today, when you are reminded that you can't get along with everyone all the time. Sometimes, you need to keep your distance to keep a relationship strong. Communication with a special person may be strained or riddled with misunderstandings right now, so switch your attention to the friends and relatives who cheer you up and never expect more from you than you can give. Let the others work out the things they need to work out.
Relationship issues come to the forefront today -- you may have to get some space.
Relationship issues come to the forefront today, when you are reminded that you can't get along with everyone all the time. Sometimes, you need to keep your distance to keep a relationship strong. Communication with a special person may be strained or riddled with misunderstandings right now, so switch your attention to the friends and relatives who cheer you up and never expect more from you than you can give. Let the others work out the things they need to work out.
Monday, August 27, 2007
My Small Working Corner
A day pass finally. Today is only Monday. Still got 4 more working days to go. Work is as usual high as mountain and stress. Seeing the tons of works i start to feel tired of suppressing my emotion and feelings. However i had to control myself. But i was lucky as i had a small working corner all by myself.
A corner which no one will walk pass as and when. A corner which during my breakdown no one will be able to see. A corner that allows me to change my emotion and expression within seconds before anyone sees me in tears or sadness. A corner which belongs only to me and myself.
A corner full of my small toys and deco. A cosy corner all by myself.
Office is my 2nd home. The time i spent in office is longer than i spent at my own home for the last 2 and a half years. Colleague from another department will often say "Wow, this like your home hor?". Yes they are right as this is the only place that i spent the most time at beside my own house.
This small working corner is allocated by Daniel before our shifting to this new office one year ago. However before our shifting, he intended to reshuffle to rearrange our workdesk according to our seniority. However he knew i do not wish to change hence he did not make any changes. Thanks god.
A wonderful and cosy small working corner which i spend the most time during my up and downs.
A wonderful and cosy small working corner which i spend during my joy and sorrow time.
A corner which no one will walk pass as and when. A corner which during my breakdown no one will be able to see. A corner that allows me to change my emotion and expression within seconds before anyone sees me in tears or sadness. A corner which belongs only to me and myself.
A corner full of my small toys and deco. A cosy corner all by myself.
Office is my 2nd home. The time i spent in office is longer than i spent at my own home for the last 2 and a half years. Colleague from another department will often say "Wow, this like your home hor?". Yes they are right as this is the only place that i spent the most time at beside my own house.
This small working corner is allocated by Daniel before our shifting to this new office one year ago. However before our shifting, he intended to reshuffle to rearrange our workdesk according to our seniority. However he knew i do not wish to change hence he did not make any changes. Thanks god.
A wonderful and cosy small working corner which i spend the most time during my up and downs.
A wonderful and cosy small working corner which i spend during my joy and sorrow time.
Fate & Destiny..
I do not deny that i do not wish to admit to failure. However I had once again lose to destiny and fate.
I believe that we can try fight against destiny and fate if both is willing to. But if one party does not wish to fight against it no matter how determined the other party wish to try. It is still impossible. 一个巴掌拍不响.. But maybe there wasn't any chance to win fate and destiny.
Life just have to goes on. No one knows in the end how the road will be but i wish down the road will be a better and brighter future.
Words of advice: If you still have the love feeling do not give up till the very end, even a single bit of love can turn out to be a everlasting and sweetest love in the whole world. Let the person know your feeling even if it is just a bit as no one knows whats going to happen the next minute or second.
I believe that we can try fight against destiny and fate if both is willing to. But if one party does not wish to fight against it no matter how determined the other party wish to try. It is still impossible. 一个巴掌拍不响.. But maybe there wasn't any chance to win fate and destiny.
Life just have to goes on. No one knows in the end how the road will be but i wish down the road will be a better and brighter future.
Words of advice: If you still have the love feeling do not give up till the very end, even a single bit of love can turn out to be a everlasting and sweetest love in the whole world. Let the person know your feeling even if it is just a bit as no one knows whats going to happen the next minute or second.
Freedom? Restriction?
Did i take away freedom? Did i restrict?
I can only say time was needed for one person to understand another clearly. I cannot deny I had make a terrible and wrong decision from the start. Maybe this is the fate between us. Wrong timing.
Few years back, i received a sms asking me to give him some time. When i saw the msg, i was happy. However it took 6 years for me to realise the msg was not just a msg with no meaning. However when the time eventually come, it came at a wrong time.
The sky was board and carefree. It was a sky that everyone wish to have, especially for a caged bird like me. For years i had seem to be a bird without wings. Finally i got back my wings but was injured and lost my way. So i know how important freedom was and no restriction should be in my dictionary.
My closest sisters who knows me well is the only person whom understand me. They knew how much i hate and against restricton and no freedom.
Misunderstanding is the only explaination if anyone feels there is no freedom.
However i wish to say a word "Thank you" for showing me the direction to search for the green light in the board sky.
I can only say time was needed for one person to understand another clearly. I cannot deny I had make a terrible and wrong decision from the start. Maybe this is the fate between us. Wrong timing.
Few years back, i received a sms asking me to give him some time. When i saw the msg, i was happy. However it took 6 years for me to realise the msg was not just a msg with no meaning. However when the time eventually come, it came at a wrong time.
The sky was board and carefree. It was a sky that everyone wish to have, especially for a caged bird like me. For years i had seem to be a bird without wings. Finally i got back my wings but was injured and lost my way. So i know how important freedom was and no restriction should be in my dictionary.
My closest sisters who knows me well is the only person whom understand me. They knew how much i hate and against restricton and no freedom.
Misunderstanding is the only explaination if anyone feels there is no freedom.
However i wish to say a word "Thank you" for showing me the direction to search for the green light in the board sky.
Sunday, August 26, 2007
Sunday
Baking has been one of the thing i enjoyed doing. After so many years of baking, the cake that i had baked this time is the most succeeded one. If he was able to try it, i believe it would be the most happiest thing for me. For this lonely sunday, i did my baking however what should i do for my next weekend.
4 years ago, i chosed to enter a relationship with someone whom love me more than i do after what happen to Ken & me. Only after 4 years than i discover it wasn't what i wanted. Eventually i ended it.
As time pass i thought i had found the real love but it leads to disappointment and sadness.
At this moment my heart is in pain and eyes turn watery. My mind was confuse and tired. Everything seems like a dream seem like a routine.
Tears dropped again... Since i was knowledgeable, i had to think differently from girls of my age and do things which my age shouldn't be doing... I had to overcome all heartpain and sadness on my own.
Was my life destined to be like this? Could i succeed in fighting against fate & destiny?
4 years ago, i chosed to enter a relationship with someone whom love me more than i do after what happen to Ken & me. Only after 4 years than i discover it wasn't what i wanted. Eventually i ended it.
As time pass i thought i had found the real love but it leads to disappointment and sadness.
At this moment my heart is in pain and eyes turn watery. My mind was confuse and tired. Everything seems like a dream seem like a routine.
Tears dropped again... Since i was knowledgeable, i had to think differently from girls of my age and do things which my age shouldn't be doing... I had to overcome all heartpain and sadness on my own.
Was my life destined to be like this? Could i succeed in fighting against fate & destiny?
Saturday, August 25, 2007
Dinner..晚餐..
Went East Coast with Simon for dinner. A newly renovated Hong Kong Restaurant "师奶茶餐廰". The food was nice and delicious.
We chatted about a lot of things, mostly about our work. Complains & complains... endless complains...
After dinner we went home. Finally after 1 months plus i gave him his birthday treat. For years i think i owe him not only 1 birthday treats.. :P
Times fly and we had known each other for 10 years. Yet our meetup is countable, not more than 3 times per year however it was rare that all this 10 years we never stop contact. And i believe he is the one and only secondary school senior that i had been keeping contact with.
My so call God-Brother.. Hope he find my "大嫂" soon. All the best to him!
We chatted about a lot of things, mostly about our work. Complains & complains... endless complains...
After dinner we went home. Finally after 1 months plus i gave him his birthday treat. For years i think i owe him not only 1 birthday treats.. :P
Times fly and we had known each other for 10 years. Yet our meetup is countable, not more than 3 times per year however it was rare that all this 10 years we never stop contact. And i believe he is the one and only secondary school senior that i had been keeping contact with.
My so call God-Brother.. Hope he find my "大嫂" soon. All the best to him!
思念
又是一个周末. 回想起来我以浪费了大半生的周末. 今早一睁开眼睛仿佛出现在我脑海里竟然是"思念".
...........回忆渐渐的出现在我脑海里. 我究竟在怀念真正的他还是在怀念记忆中的他....
今天的我仍然没什么胃口. 突然间脑海里竟然一片空白......
现在的他究竟在做些什么, 在那里...
...........回忆渐渐的出现在我脑海里. 我究竟在怀念真正的他还是在怀念记忆中的他....
今天的我仍然没什么胃口. 突然间脑海里竟然一片空白......
现在的他究竟在做些什么, 在那里...
Horoscope 25th Aug 2007
Viewing horoscope reading each day has become one of my entertainment. How true will it be?
~~Your routine is about to be shaken up quite a bit -- and not a moment too soon!
Your daily routine is about to be shaken up quite a bit -- and not a moment too soon! Several surprises are headed your way (both good and bad), and you can kiss boredom goodbye! A person you don't like very much is finally leaving your life for good, and if you get invited to the bon voyage party, the stars say you should go. Leaving any bad blood between you two is not good. Agree to disagree and wish them well in their future. It's the right thing to do.~~
Will i really kiss goodbye to boredom?
~~Your routine is about to be shaken up quite a bit -- and not a moment too soon!
Your daily routine is about to be shaken up quite a bit -- and not a moment too soon! Several surprises are headed your way (both good and bad), and you can kiss boredom goodbye! A person you don't like very much is finally leaving your life for good, and if you get invited to the bon voyage party, the stars say you should go. Leaving any bad blood between you two is not good. Agree to disagree and wish them well in their future. It's the right thing to do.~~
Will i really kiss goodbye to boredom?
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