Stress, Tired, Headache

At this very moment, i suddenly feel very tired, stress and headache. Just had a chat with Daniel. As expected he trying his best to persuade me to stay. Telling me the pros and cons and plans he had for me.

I am really grateful to him for what he plans for me to learn and do.

I am really tired of making the decision myself. Althought i had the advice and guidance from friends. I am still uncertain and scare that i will make the wrong decision. I do not know if leaving is really the decision i had. I do not know if i hesitate just because of 不舍得 or what... This is something that i might go throught sooner or later.

I am feeling stress, tired and feeling like crying. I just wish that there is a shoulder or a hug from someone that can give me some comfort. At this moment i wish that i can lein against his chest, close my eyes and feel the comfort from him. But he is not around anymore neither is there anyone there for me to lein or 靠...

In a sudden i feel lonely although i know i am not coz my dearest brothers and sisters is around me..

你是否能再次出现然我靠? 我真的累了...