Confused!!

Base your choices on simple pros and cons, deadlines and dates. If you want to move beyond your current phase of life, you are going to have to get a better plan together. Enlist help from your most organized friends and learn from the masters!

Everyone tend to seek for higher salary and better prospect job however in order to achieve the aim, we will need to give up something for it. There is no 100% perfection. For a person like me who tend to be indecisive sometime. Now seem to be finding means to persuade myself that the sacrifice is unavoidable.

Although the pay difference is not that big but at least i know if there is no overtime i would still be able to get the high pay. More things is also able to learn and explore. New job environment is also a good and brand new start for me. I am still young, I can't be staying put on same location forever and since the chance is here i should hold on to it. If i was to let go, i won't be able to know if i will get the chance again.

However on the other side. It was only the amount of bonus that i will getting 5 months later that is holding me back. To forsake such an amount is 可惜 and might be stupid. However beside this there is not much reason that will be able to hold me back to continue working in current job.

*If i was to forsake to the new job offer, what i gain is the bonus i will be getting.*
*If i was to forsake the bonus, what i gain is higher monthly income, better job prospect and new things that i will be able to learn.*

In my mindset i knew what i wanted to do however on the other side i believe i need more assurance and confident.

Tomorrow will mark the day of the new start and also the ending to an old story.

Hope that i will have better prospect and career enhancement.

Can someone give me some words of advice?
Can someone lead me to the brand new start?
Can someone give me the support and courage i need?