*Complicated Feeling*

1st Oct, i made the biggest decision and signed the letter of offer. This decision is a tedious and hard one to make.

I chose to enter a company which most people sought to join however there is sacrifice needed. The sacrifice was not small. It was a gamble i had to take. Whether it succeed or not i am not sure however i know i had to try it else no one will know what is the result.

On this day, I tendered my resignation letter to my beloved boss Daniel. At that very moment, i do not know what to say. I do not know if i was happy or sad. Suppose to laugh or cry? I really don't know. He is the person whom had groom me into what i am today and he taught me a lot. If it wasn't for him i believe i won't had soar so high to current position in my department and enabled me to contribute my best.

A good start is important to a person career and i am glad to know Daniel. He has really provided me opportunities for the great start. Under his tendering care i had learnt alot and gain quite a lot of experience. I cannot say i won't had prospect in UOB however i would wish to try and strike on my own. Leaving the cosy and comfort care from him.

Maybe this is a wrong choice that i had made but i know if i don't try now i won't know. He is right, i had spent 3 years building up my current position and status in UOB and now i was to change and rebuild again is a bit wasted. But there is not only me who is going through all this. This is a path which almost everyone will go through. Whether it will be a smooth or tedious path we will only know when we start to try.

After tendering my letter to him, we had a short chat. However we will have another chat again. I do not know how to face him neither repay him for his kindness and help and care. All i can do is thanks him from the bottom of my heart!...

I would pray that my decision is the right one and my career path will be smooth and wonderful.

Thanks my dear Daniel! ..