SPEECHLESS

.... In less than 2 mths.. it will be a special day for me.. however i had become speechless... The worse thing is happening around me yet i am speechless ... i do not know what will happen.. i just hope as my wedding come nearer and nearer.. our the unlucky and negative thing in my life is disappearing and floating away asap... Everything seems like a dream to me... Sometime i am thinking is this a permanent dream.. a never ending nightmare?... i feel that i am really speechless ... looking forward to 22nd May 2011... yet not in a completely immersed in love and joy mood.. WHY IS THIS HAPPENING TO ME... I ONLY HOPE EVERYTHING IS FINE AND "SHE" IS SAFE BESIDE ME.. **TO ALL THE HEAVEN GOD AND BUDDHA .. PLS LET HER BE BESIDE ME FOREVER AND SAFE.. **

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