I FEEL THAT THE WHOLE FAMILY IS RELYING ON ME... AS THE YOUNGEST I AM NOT ABLE TO THE LEAST WORRIED OR MOST FORTUNATE ONE..

I HAD TO BEAR EVERYTHING EVERY PROBLEM... BUT NO ONE UNDERSTAND HOW I FEEL.. HOW SCARE AND FEAR I AM... AS AND WHEN I WILL BE HIDING ALONE SOBING AND TEARING...

IS THIS RETRIBUTION? WHAT HAD I DONE WRONG..

WHEN WILL I BE ABLE TO MAKE IT OUT...

THINGS IS BAD FOR ME THIS FEW YEARS ESPECIALLY.. SOMETIME I HOPE TIME CAN TURN BACK AND LET ME BE WHAT I AM DURING SECONDARY SCHOOL TIMES....

I MISS THOSE DAYS...

HAVING A GOOD BUT UNORDINARY FATHER.
A SCARIFICING YET BURDEN OR RATHER UNFORTUNATE MOTHER
A SISTER WHO IS NOT CONSIDERATE AND KNOWLEDGEABLE
ANOTHER SISTER WHO DO NOT KNOW HOW HANDLE DAILY LIFE AND FUTURE LIFE

WHO ELSE CAN I RELY ON IN MY FAMILY.... ??
WHO CAN TELL ME WHAT TO DO???
WHO CAN SAVE/HELP ME??