Wednesday, March 11, 2009

Stress

I AM REALLY FEELING STRESS... I AM SCARE AND VERY SCARE...

WHO CAN GIVE ME $50K TO PAY THE OUTSIDE DEBT AND SLOWLY REPAY GRADITUTE DEBTS?

HEARING FROM AUNTIE SAY ABOUT ALL THE MONEY MUM BORROWED. I AM FEELING VERY SCARE AND STRESS.. I AM SHIVERING IN FEAR WITH TEARS IN MY EYES ...

WHEN CAN I EVER STRIKE TOTO OR BIG SWEEP LIKE THOSE LUCKY ONE AND CLEAR MY FAMILY DEBT

I REALLY DUNNOE HOW TO GO ON FACING THE FEAR ALONE.. STAYING WITH DEAR AND HAVING TO HIDE MY EMOTION IS REALLY MAKING ME TEDIOUS..

I FEEL TERRIBLE.. SOMETIME I WONDER WHY I AM UNABLE TO BE LIKE THOSE FORTUANTE AND WEALTHY FAMILY KIDS.. LIVE IN NO WORRIES AND FEAR.. YET I HAD TO ENDURE A UNUSUAL FAMILY WITH LOTS OF DEBTS..

BUT TO THE EYES OF MOST PEOPLE, I AM JUST LIKE ANY OTHER GIRL LIVING IN PEACFUL AND NORMAL LIFES.. BUT THE TRUTH IS NO..

I LIVE IN FEAR AND STRESS AND WORRIES...