Its has been 4 years since i start work after graduating from polytechnic. Ever since i graduate i knew i had to work hard to help solve family debts.
Giving up almost all my salary and wishes. Trying hard to solve the debts but till now nothing had been done successfully. Why??
After working for half a year.. i decide to pursue my degree.. However i wasn't able to complete my degree.. this is one my regrets.. Till now i wish to pursue my degree and wear the graduation gown however i am not sure if i am able to.
I has been trying hard to balance my life and clearing of debts. But it seems never ending to me. I am still unable to see the end to it. Prehaps i will really only be able to enjoy and have happy and better life after marriage. But marriage to me now is out of the topics. Without any saving, marriage to me is no way..
Expected to settle and start saving this year but was not able to till now. And fear that more debts will be coming my way really made me go berserk. Trying hard to control my feelings and emotion infront of everyone. It is really terrible...Is there any way that i can have a huge amount infront of me to clear my debts one and for all?
I am really feeling vexed, fedup and numb in my heart... Who can help me?
Monday, August 4, 2008
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