Mixed Feelings

It has been months since we last seen each other. After what had happened, we seem completely stranger.

Is this part of my life experience. Within few months i suffer heart pain and unknowingly injury. I also do not understand why that would happen to me.

I am a person whom sometime do not really understand myself. Was it because it had been years since i received pampering from someone that's what had caused what happened to me months ago.

Today my dear friend told me an unexpected news. 'A' has resigned. Where is he going? Why would i wish to know?
Because I still miss him?
Because I am curious?
Because he is afterall my friend?
Because I am kpo?

I do not deny i still miss him but is miss as a friend. I would wish to know after our sudden start and separation what happened to him and if he is really very happy.

I believe if it was another guy i would also wish to know where he is going to...

Last year when i asked him why he never change job. He mentioned he do not know what to change to and lazy to go find. However in a sudden he changed. He has been in current company for more than 6 years. Ever since before i started my poly school life.

Anyway i could only wish him all the best and may his future be colourful. Hope that he would know what he want and what people said of him would not happen in his new company. Hope that he really can find his way out of the forest...

All the Best....